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伤痕墓地 tomb of scars7月21日 下雨的星期天 记忆中的周末总是阴天的,这个正在经历的星期天也一如往昔,下雨。 冷雨打在公车的窗上,开始是一粒粒饱满的水珠,一颗颗胖胖的雨娃,渐渐地,它们抓不住了,在我湿润眼神的注视下,它们不情愿的下坠,为窗影里的人的两道泪痕又添了好多伴侣... 儿时下雨的星期天,没有那么多伤感。屋外冷雨淅沥,屋内却肯定弥漫着煮饺子的蒸汽、香气,吃完了一头汗,亮着满面红光的小脸儿,踮着脚吃力地打开窗,哇...夹裹着泥土青苔的潮气和清凉的雨丝像小鸟一样扑棱扑棱地飞进来,让我的小鼻子吃了个冰激凌,哈! 怎么现在那么伤感呢?心情也像积满了水而不堪重负的云朵,仿佛一触即破。这场雨让街、数、楼都浓墨重彩的美着,却让我的心像打湿的稿纸,心事字字洇成一片... 5月20日 模特大赛评论天津:中国模特的屁股一走起路来得儿得儿的动,一点儿也不结实,缺乏锻炼! 石家庄:你形容的不对,“得儿得儿”的证明有弹性,应该是“buong~ji~buong~ji~“…… 天津:哈哈,听出来有个物体移动的时滞啦,buong出去两秒才ji回来,好像灌水气球……不过,你只是嘴上刻薄,实际你很爱看,对不对? 石家庄:……(无语了,但很服气) 红白薯之争天津:这是山芋! 石家庄:我们那里叫红薯,有时也叫白薯。 天津:不对,红薯是山芋,也叫地瓜,白薯是土豆! 石家庄:不对,红的红薯叫红薯,白的红薯叫白薯! 天津:不对,红的红薯叫红红薯,白的红薯叫白红薯!如果山芋又叫红薯又叫白薯的话,就可以分成红红薯、白红薯、红白薯和白白薯了。你是白薯的哥哥叫白痴! 石家庄:……(无语了,但仍不服气打算下次再辩)
果然,再一次: 天津:这个是山药。 石家庄:山药是土豆,这个是麻山药。 天津:那你知道山药豆儿是什么么? 石家庄:是土豆儿! 天津:我倒!你没吃过山药豆儿的小糖堆儿么?五毛一串的那种!? 石家庄:好像吃过…… 天津:……(无语了,心想隔市如隔海,这么简单的问题也像结婚问题一样难以交流啊) 5月5日 牵线蜗牛小胖要考中级,一个劲儿地鼓动我继续考注会,说着说着就扯到生活的压力上来,是“上劲”呢?还是甘于简单生活呢?和“To be or not to be”一样永恒的话题。 说着说着又被人指出,你还有三十万的房债呢,你是个小“负婆儿”哦……当时就蔫儿巴了。一直像一只极富阿Q精神的小蜗牛,快乐地慢爬,美美地慢吃,别人看我慢,可是我感觉好轻快好轻快,我以为自己比天上的飞鸟也不差……有人指着我说,你是一只蜗牛,你的壳多大多沉啊……啊,我是一只蜗牛!虚幻的小鸟从云端跌落,翅膀化为重重的壳…… 晚上的例行电话:我是蜗牛,我背上的壳好重哦……没关系啊乖,你的壳是小小的轻轻的,况且还有我帮你啊……你怎么帮我啊……我是小蜻蜓,我飞着,手里抓着两根线,拴在你的壳上帮你抻着,你就感觉轻松了呀! 幸福的牵线小蜗牛睡着了,在梦中又顺着魔豆的枝蔓,爬上了云端,自由而无所畏惧。 4月27日 享受孤独终于从忙活新房子和适应新工作中挣扎出来。早上一照那面新镜子,不仅惊呼:好嘛~~镜中是个蓬头垢面赘肉横生的人,你是谁?你怎么到我的新家来了?赶紧找我包包里的忠实的旧镜子,逼问它:镜子镜子,谁是世界上最美丽的人?它说:张柏芝!我无语。它不仅背叛了我,而且和我一样信息过时,连陈冠希的丑闻都不知道,一个镜子大爷。
以破罐破摔的标准收拾了一下,便坐上公车回去看父母。没带手机,也没带Mp3。有手机时时刻刻跟人和被人联系着,有Mp3、Ipod等电子产品随时被娱乐着,有个相处三年多、我即使变成一只蚊子也仍然会照顾我、让我吸他血的男友,有个温暖的新巢,一颗心总是被满满地占据着,同时也慢慢麻木着。。。头枕在座椅靠背上,眼睛微张,充满阳光气味的春风和嫩绿的春景轻轻飘进我的脖颈里和我的视线里,温度也是让人微醺的,像在爱人的怀抱里。。。周围拥挤的乘客,大声打电话的声音,喃喃私语般的交谈,都渐渐淡去,成为一种模糊的嗡嗡的背景。。。突出的是车窗外那些颜色,那些文字,那些年轻人的丰满面容。。。铁灰色的高级社区,大厦上挂着白色纱帘的窗口,一个向很深处延伸的菜市场,沿途都是摊主支起的大阳伞,每个都像被横切的彩色橙子,一瓣红一瓣黄一瓣蓝一瓣白。。。在芥园道上,有个大酒楼,叫“鸭溪”,旁边有个饭店,叫“银海”,再旁边有个居民区,叫“石泉里”,脑子里浮现出山上的潺潺清泉汇入小溪,绒绒小黄鸭追着啄着溪面上的点点银光。。。孤独的神游之旅,让我回到16岁,让我从迷失中转回。。。
晚上男友来电,问:怎么没有我也过得这么开心啊?是不是吃了“自哏儿药”了?没人逗自己就觉得哏儿?我说:对呀!我看看哦,这药背面就写着“吃后立即见效,被人逗绝不乐,自己逗着自己乐”,哈哈!心想,不定哪天,小野人我又嗑了“自哏儿药”上路啦!暂时不要你啦!
2月16日 并蒂莲的池塘,鸳鸯鸟的温柔乡买了窝了,钥匙尚未在手,思绪已经入住。
二十七了,过了豆蔻、锦色年华,本应是个青年时期的“三九”寒冬。揽镜自照,眼底的细纹如春湖的涟漪……但满脸是笑,心里也像春湖般温暖荡漾,这是爱着人,也被人爱着的感觉。
之前总说,不买窝,租就好。但人和鸟一样,相爱至深就需要一个巢,把两颗怦怦跳动的爱心轻轻收藏在里面。想要安心,想必真要有个安放心的地方,有个窝,有个家。
买了窝了——像个大大大大的棒糖,老也舔不完,老也咂摸不完那滋味,有时像哈密瓜,有时像樱桃,有时像甜橙,有时又像菠萝……广告里说的对,酸酸甜甜就是爱的滋味……
下班的公车上,想着他来了,怎么在爱巢中迎接他……要在他回来前一天,买一只柴鸡,坐在瓦罐里炖上几个小时,炖好了把鸡肉捞出来,撒上白白的芝麻,淋上红红的麻油,做个冷碟;鸡汤呢,放在冰箱里凉凉,再把上面的油壳儿撇下……转天上午,买上新鲜的馄饨皮儿、虾仁、猪肉馅儿,亲手包一打鲜掉牙的虾肉小馄饨,然后把自己收拾停当,等着他……他中午回来了,就在滚开的鸡汤里下一烫就熟的小馄饨……盛在两个白白小碗儿里,一人六个,再撒上小香葱,呵,香气扑鼻!他会香得打个喷嚏,或者幸福得晕过去,或者……
公车上,我的脸红得像秋天的苹果。 汽车偷听症患者古有书海拾贝,今有汽车偷听,虽境界不同,均可拓展见闻娱乐身心也,为宝马奥迪之士不可比也。
说是偷“听”,实则偷听加偷看,视乎被观察者的相对位置。若在侧在后,则不能斜眼儿或歪脖儿看人家,暴露不可告人之偷听之目的;若在前,则可尽情在视觉上享受说闲话者的后脑勺或四分之一侧脸儿,为偷听到的闲话儿增色许多。
曾经偷看的经典片段是:一个外地大哥在公车上打小灵通,说,那个谁谁谁电话儿号码儿是多扫号儿来?……等会儿等会儿,俄记一哈记一哈……没找到笔纸,于是张开大嘴“哈……哈……”往汽车窗玻璃上呵气,呵出一片白雾蒙蒙的毛玻璃,然后拿手指头在上面记下了一串数字。之后,这个大哥就一直那么哈着哈着,一直哈到下车,还从车外看看默念一下。他从来没想过要拿小灵通拨一下那个号码。
最近在车上偷听到几句有趣的。被偷听者是我认识他们,他们不认识我,因为我记得在上个月坐车时见过他们,三个小男孩儿,天津味儿极重,口头语极多……那个谁被对象甩了,可能因为比较花儿……怨谁?脚底下大燎泡己个儿走粗来的……他对象挺不错的,腿倍儿藏……倍儿藏?四从脖子底下就分叉儿了么……嘛玩意儿,你以为墨斗儿鱼啦……嘿嘿…… 在扫堂腿中茁壮成长新的公司事情好多、好杂,但一旦有个休息日,仔细回味一下自己最近的生活,还是觉得有滋有味。到底什么滋味呢?比较像麻辣火锅,里面什么香料什么食材都有,凝聚天下百味儿,但最突出的还数麻辣烫口,让人馋而又怕啊!
公司规模正处于小到大的质变点,且由原来的德国爸爸又多出个意大利娘来,意大利娘又给我们这匹不驯的儿马套上了个叫“SAP”的大嚼子……总之整个公司像是出于春秋战国时期,我就是不慎飞进时空隧道卷入历史漩涡中的小苍蝇。审合同、改合同、研究保险、做账、做报表、和意大利人见天地谈SAP,小苍蝇我经常脑子短路,舌头拌蒜,总是出错。由于总说Sorry,我决定把英文名改成李增瑞那个“里根·Sorry”得了。
和财务部的哥们儿说,咱们都是在磕磕绊绊中成长阿!他笑答,磕磕绊绊就不错了,咱是在被绊中成长!晚上和大MM说这段儿,他呼,俺们家娜娜原来天天在扫堂腿中成长啊!
嘿嘿,可不是呗,小苍蝇都茁壮成长成绿豆蝇了,估计再来一阵,就能跟小型直升机接轨了! 1月2日 一 —— 集结号。爱情。人生。二不好,
三不好,
四更不好,
一最美丽。
让“一”伸出枝枝丫丫,叶叶华华
在夏阳毒照时,
供一翼博爱的阴凉,
于秋风萧瑟处,
抖一身火热的旖旎;
不如“一”枝独秀的小芽,
不肯长大,
吸饱夜雨朝露,
在你因跋涉而倒下的一刻,
就在你目力所及处,
给你清甜一吻。
就像一则平常无奇的故事,
就像一条一眼望尽的路,
就像一碗滋味寡淡的粗茶,
就像一曲悠然坦荡的船歌
就像翡翠,
只一双慧眼,
才能看透那粗鄙的壳,
吊出内里香气袅袅的深绿......
我愿从一而终,
当死神吹响集结号时,
便倾斜身体,
和我的另一个“一”,
组成一个“人”,
一起从生命的战场引退......
11月9日 Last day.....Moved deeply by my friendsAnnie An's email:
亲爱的们,
2007年11月9日绝对是进入普华以来极为特殊的日子,我们可爱、喜爱、疼爱、人见人爱、最最单纯、最最有魅力、最最有亲和力、最最吃苦耐劳以苦为乐的大孟孟,终于要离开我们了。
”终于“这两个字对她来讲是欣喜和憧憬,但对我们绝对是依恋和不舍。
此时此刻,我的心情难以言表,相信你们也一定是。
孟孟说不希望让今天成为难过的日子,所有的人都要为她高兴。
可是我们心里的高兴却还是被那淡淡的难过一点一点渗透的无比沉重。
今天公司里的亲爱的们打算给孟孟开个送别会,一起吃顿饭。
在外边的亲爱的们无论如何,除了出差的盼望你们也能回来。
虽然这分别并非再难相见,但今天这个特殊的日子,还是希望有大家一起陪着孟孟离开。
就写到这里吧,另外今天孟孟非常非常超越以往任何一天的美丽,不要错过和她的合影。
外边的能回来参加share meeting和送别会的请回复,支持的请回复,想表达心情的请回复,祝福孟孟的请回复! William Wen's email:
好长的阅读理解!太感动了!
为了表达我的心情,晚饭我请了!谁也别和我抢! Yiko Wang's email:
Dear
不知道该说什么来表达心情了
你的热情,你的笑,你的“奇装异服”,你的一切,包括早上起床后一起看整容室的春天
包括一起被蚊子叮的浑身是包
包括在宾馆花园里一起臭美的拍照
包括你在北京我在天津的MSN聊天
包括你对我酷酷的MSN头像赞美
包括威廉婚礼那天没有能够跟你一块去曙光里
包括一切关于你的一切
真的很难得一生能遇上你这样的朋友
不会失去你,不会没有你的消息
你说赞美的话当面说不出来,现在有些伤感的心情也没有办法对着你讲出来
你很喜欢笑,好像永远都是笑着
将来不管是土豆还是地瓜,不管是毛蛋还是皮蛋,你都能很好的应付
我知道
因为你是孟孟。如此而已。
不会忘记在RC你做“二姨夫”时的happy样子~
My farewell letter:
Dear colleagues,
I’m leaving this company, and…I already start to miss you now, all my lovely colleagues, my friends, my family…all the people occupied my heart for one year to which I devoted all my youth and passion.
I really love PwC. I feel very grateful to Kim who gave me the chance to join such a great company and got my career started at giant’s shoulder. I appreciate Zhou Jing, my counsellor, Li Jun and Kai Du, who has done an excellent job on coaching. I still remember the warm conversations and delicious food we had together. I would like to thank Xiao Lei and Nancy, the seniors of my first project, who brought me into the life of an auditor, and gave me detailed instruction on audit work. I should thank Xiao Bai, who really impressed me both by his technique and great personality. Also, I was deeply moved by Ellys, Bruce and An Bei, you gave me so much support both on audit and life…As I am leaving, I give all my best wishes to the people mentioned above…be healthy and happy for ever!
I love you the most, the old A2s (who just promoted to A1s). You guys are really hot! Each of you are smart, good looking and nice people. It’s the happiest thing in the world to know you, work with you, hang out with you…The time we spent together is almost twice or thrice as we spent with our parents, girl friends or boy friends. Pieces of memories are showing up again and again…so, it’s really emotional to write this letter and leave all you guys!
Now I want to say something to each of you:
Roby: You are knowledgeable, and, I like your Tianjin accent.
William: When I first saw you in the interview, you looked like a serious person, but in fact, you are very funny. It’s happy to host annual party with you.
Anderson: You are an oven, peaceful look but hot inside. You must be a charming man in the future.
Jerry: We are both Aries. You are typical Aries guy, smart and passionate. Keep going with that!
Lori: I really like you, Lori. You are a sweet friend. Wish that we have chance to sing together again, and you be my model again (remember that? Tried clothes for my boy friend?).
Sheng Liu: You are a nice colleague to work with. Your devotion to work impress me deeply. When you call client, you always loud and it seems that you forget all other personal staffs, hehee…
Kenneth: You are good at both work and…alcohol :) You are very serious about work and you almost set up a brand for no mistake and omission. I learned a lot from you.
Yiding Yu: You a such a energetic and smart boy! Hope you have time to teach me tennis in the future.
Audy: I feel very grateful that you attended the TV show for me! And I really cherish every project we work together and each time we went to the bar and dance together. I’ll always remember your special and lovely move when you dance :)
Ying Ren: Hi, dear girl! You are a real gentlewoman, you have nice look and nice voice. God likes you, and me too. Hope every thing goes well in your life!
Emily: Another pretty lady! You are Aries, too. Wish I have chance to see the inner fire burns out of this elegant girl in the future. So, call me and hang out with me!
Elizabeth: I love you dear! We love snacks, we are brave to talk, we can’t deny delicious food and all the beautiful things in the world. I wish you live a happy life with your prince for ever!
Nicole: You are so feminine, gentle and pretty. You have a great personality which can help you a lot in your future career. Keep in touch!
Yiko: Haha, Yiko, your turn. I really want to stay with you longer than this. You are so lovely and funny, I already named you cat-look tiger in my mind :). Go on tiger, you will have a great life!
Annie: Dear, I love you! You are a pure, pure child, so emotional, so real. I believe that every word from your mouth is from your heart. Girl, this is your fortune. No matter how many changes happened to this world, a pure child will always be happy and never get hurt. You deserve other’s love and friendship. We are best friends for ever!
Karen: You are also a pure, pure child, as I know. So, I love you, too. Remember that we are both Shu Guang Li funs. When you go there, call me! Also remember to invite me to your wedding!
Grace Liu: You look like a mixblood beauty, and it’s glad to see that you are more and more beautiful :).
Lizzy: Lizzy, Lizzy, Lizzy, if I am a boy, I am gonna marry you. You are an artist, you have fabulous taste, you make life become fairy tale. I really value the days we spent together for annual party, and your gift ‘Betty’, it’s always with me and become my symbol. Good luck girl, and keep the poem I write for you in my blog.
Lisa: You are a baby doll with a smart brain. I don’t know who deserve such a nice girl in the future. I hope that a real prince riding a real white horse come to you soon! Also, go well with your career!
Shuang Guo: Pretty, pure, lovely…I almost used all the beautiful words to describe all my dear girls, but still not enough for you. It’s a pity that we had no project working together! Remember me and call me!
Hedy: I know you first in this company, I visited your home and had dinner there, all these are unforgettable. You are very smart and hard working, which is great fortune for your career! From my heart, from my deep inside, I hope you become a VIP in the future!
Erica: Your MSN name Kaka fits you well. You are like a cute, intelligent fairy, with two horns on your head :). You were born lucky and will be lucky all the time!
Grace Bai: My dear, you don’t know how much I like you! You have great face and great shape, I like walking with people like a model :) Beside these, you are very smart, I almost jealous about you. Let’s keep in touch, I really want to learn you more and further our friendship. And, Thank you for the earrings again, they are the best gift I’ve ever...
Jenny: My dear friend, I don’t know how to describe my feeling now, really complicated. I know you don’t want me to go so early. But you should also happy for me, if there are tears in our eyes, hope they are all tears of joys…
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